just got home.

time check, 1:30am. I just got home from the Castillos’ pool party. This was supposed to be a happy night. But it turned out the other way. He was drunk, and it seems like he forgot about me. I’m just hurting so bad right now yet I can’t cry. I can’t even go to sleep. I still have work tomorrow, and dance practice after. Its just a few days before the competition. I hope I won’t get distracted. How I wish I could just forget everything I saw and go to sleep in a snap. :((

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