just woke up.

Yes, I just woke up from an almost whole day of sleep. And it feels like I woke up from years of sleep. I don't know what I'm feeling today. I actually slept the whole day so I won't feel anything. I wanted to be numb. There are times that I wanted to cry, but then tears won't come out of my eyes. I don't know why. And that's what makes the burden heavier for me. I try to smile so that people won't ask, but then deep inside, I'm crushed.


Things are back to normal now. We're both good at being friends. A relationship we can be in forever. I know he's happy now. I hope I'll be happy too.


I have to go on with my life now. He has to go on with his life now. Surely, I will miss every single happy moment we had. Thank you. Thank you very much. :')